Friends Are Friends Forever...
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Do you feel lonely sometimes?
When you walk so far and when turn your head to the left and the right. When you look back, those who say they are supporting seems to be so faraway. At night, when you scroll your handphone contact list. It seems like there is no one to call to.
OR
Are you those, who seems to have alot of friends? But NO true friendship. When they are in need of help, they look for you and you help them. But when it is your turn, guess what?! They cannot be found.
OR
You used to have alot of friends but now you seems to have lesser friends. Don't understand why. But you just know there are alot of empty space to be fill up. Too much space doesn't seems to be too good also.
Well, firstly. Do you sow your time, effort and money to your friend? Or are you those who will always wait for people to serve you first, treat you first, praise you up up in the air first. And still act as if you are high high in the sky. And feel that you are born to deserve these kind of 'loyality' treatment.
Don't fool yourself by saying money is not apart of building a close relationship. THAT IS YOUR DOWNFALL OF BEING SUCESSFUL~!
Do you treat your friends as human or dog? Do you always insult them? Even you know it is wrong, still you will keep on insult and hurt them. And they still treat you as friend. And you treat them as slaves, thinking "Yeah, I got myself a free slave." YOU BEAST.
Do you keep on boasting about yourself and never be a listening ear. Are you someone who is harsh with your words. BIG ISSUE THAT YOU NEVER REALISE TILL NOW?
Do you always want to avoid and igorne problems from your friends and never try to resolve it? NOT EVEN ONCE?
Do you always doing the same and wrong thing again and again. After which you say:"I am sorry, but I am always like that one so don't blame me." Instead of saying:"I will change and be a better person."
Do you treat a new person you met as friends or strangers-to-be friends or strangers-forever.
Do you always choose and picky. Like aunties goes market and buy fish. Always choosing the the freshest one. Then after which bargain with the fishmonger.
Do you share? Or are you simply selfish?
Do you desire fame or friendship?
Do you gossip ALOT? Every hour, every minute and every second. And worse, saying things that doesn't even exist. WANT TO GROW LONG NOSE LIKE PINOKO IS IT~!
Well, Am I speaking into your heart?
All these TIME, EFFORT and MONEY = building trust and relationship.
I pray that you will be successful in life. In find the right group of friends or even just a single good friend.
Cheers
Posted by Zhuang at 1:48 am
SCARY ARGH~!
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Scary argh~!
Sunday, I dreamt of a very scary dream. I go back to secondary school and study for O levels for some reasons which I am not sure of. A little girl came to me as I step into the school. She lead me to level 4 classroom and pang seh me. I wore track shoes to school, the discipline master saw it and scold me. Thank God no detention for me. Then halfway through the lesson, I felt like going to the toilet. I stood up and went out without asking for permission. The teacher stop me and shouted :"JAMES ZHUANG~! WHERE DO YOU THINK YOU ARE GOING~!" I turn my head and I responsed with a 'Huh?'-stunt-surprised look on my face. "YOU GOING TOILET IS IT~! HERE TAKE THE 'GOING-OUT' PASS." I turn and look at her and say :" 'Going-out' pass for what? The toilet just beside only." So I just take and went. Eventually, I didn't only go toilet but also canteen to have a big feast. I went back to the class and suddenly next lesson already. The teacher ask me and afew of the student to stand outside because we are late for her lesson. I look at her with a 'Huh?'-stunt-surprised look on my face again. I turned back and talk to some of the students and asked :"Wassup with all the teachers? PMS is it?". Then out of the sudden my handphone inside my bag rang and my bag was inside the classroom. She took the handphone and answer the called. Then say:" HE DIE ALREADY!". I stare at her and snatch my phone back from her and say on the phone :"Hello? Ya, I know she on her way to hell." Then I woke up. I felt scared to go back to secondary school. Didn't know so many CANNOTS. So troublesome.
Btw, I setup a 'James Channel' at youtube.
http://www.youtube.com/user/sgrunway or you can just simply click on the link.
Hahaa... Scary Schools.
Didn't even enjoyed that dream for one moment.
Posted by Zhuang at 1:08 am
Lost, Lost and LOST !
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Hahaa.... SIAN ARH! Being lost all the TIME ! Esspecially you are on the road. If you are a new driver you will understand what I mean. Always turn at the wrong exit. Sometimes even a 5 mins trip can take you 15 mins. With the recent IMF, the security is rather on the ball in Suntec City and traffic jam is inevitable.
I have found a webpage that shows all the expressways in Singapore!
http://sg.ksdb.com/623419.pageHere you go!
All the best in your trip.
Posted by Zhuang at 12:57 pm
Discipline
What is Discipline?
Discipline is doing the things that you do not want to do.
Discipline is also choosing not to do something that you want to do.
Discipline is also consistently doing the things that you should do.
Discipline is the making of character; indiscipline, the unmaking of character.
Doing something repeatedly creates a habit; a way of life.
Our habits form our lives, for good or bad.
The world lies at the feet of the disciplined.
Posted by Zhuang at 3:08 am
What A Great Week
Monday, September 11, 2006
Haahaaa.... HEY LOGAN~! AT arh.... Since you tag it. I will post it. Recently, he lent this pile of anime called Air Gear. It is about this young man found inspiration in doing in line skating. Something like that la.... Then the skates super steady one... they intergate motor in it so as to make the whole roller blade motorized. Logan, lets make history. Lets try to dream big and one day we might create such a thing. Then save up money, buy a "bukit", big houses and stay as neighbour. Then we can fulfil 1 of the 10 commandments. To love your neighbour as yourself. LOL.
Today when to church, want to took 109 which will send me directly to Pasir Ris and I could take MRT to EXPO. But I took 83 so that I could alight before the bus pass the expressway flyover. And take 27 to Tampines. I missed the stop and I thought that the bus will turn one round then go back to Seng Kang. The bus ended at a faraway place called Punggol. Then I took MRT from SK to PG and took bus 27 to Tampines and MRT to EXPO. Reach there around 9:15am. I could have reach there at 8:30am if I took bus to Pasir Ris MRT and walk along with my usual route.
Today, Pastor really share a good word on Anger. He also gives some practical steps on how to handle anger. Good Right. Very impress with how Pastor Kong delievered his messages. I want to learn fromt him. I want to be able to talk like him.
BBQ @ Kendrick house after PM. It was fun and funny. Haahaa.... Actually surpurisingly I am angry at anything. I am just acting the anger out. =p Sorry for misusing it. But can tell is acting one right!? Haahaa... Really love my CG S28. Because we have been always getting together. Naturaly the merrier we'll be~!
God send us to earth for a purpose~! Don't be too quick or to enger to leave earth. Life have a more meaningful thing than death.... Stay with me....
PRO LIFE
Posted by Zhuang at 1:32 am
A Best Way To Describe
Friday, September 08, 2006
Hmmm... On a recently rainy day, I feel like I can change the world. Cause somehow I just feel that it's all gonna be alright? Maybe it is a confidence that I have. I can feel my heart beating fast, I can even taste the tears falling from the sky. Touch by heaven.Love & FaithLove = It keeps me hanging on, when all my hopes are gone. I believe that Your love rains down on me.Faith = It carries me away. Takes me to a place. Far above this world.And I can see you in the clouds, smiling at me.It must be You. The one I long for. The one who can clear off my thrist. The one who will pick me up when I fall.It is You.Lets abide and see....
Posted by Zhuang at 2:29 am
Today Today
Thursday, September 07, 2006
Yup Today Today...Woke up at 12pm with shocker~! Cos' normally I would wake up at 11:15am then watch jamie oliver cooking show at channel 5. He cooks with style and most of the time i would just drool over it. Maybe it was God's plan for me to wake up late cos' I am fasting today.Contact D-Link techincal support through email to configure my router. Wow, I must say they sure have excellence in service. Cos' they just back to my response within 30 mins - 1 hr. But still IT CANNOT WORK~! Buyer Regert.Rush down to YMCA for bible study. Learnt about antinomism again, which is my favourite topic. It came from the greek word Anti-Nomos. Anti = Againist, Nomos = Law. ANTI LAW~! It is about Christians who have the wrong convictions and say the 10 commandments is no longer applicable to us. What are the 10 commandments? 1. You shall have no other gods before Lord your God.2. You shall not make for yourself a carved image.3. You shall not take the name of the Lord your God in vain. (P.S. It means DON'T make fun of Jesus Christ~!)4. Remember the Sabbath day, to keep it holy.5. Honor your father and your mother.6. You shall not murder.7. You shall not commit adultery.8. You shall not steal.9. You shall not bear false witness.10. You shall not convet (Don't take things that doesn't belong to you.)Yup that's all. Simple commands right~! And yet these Antinomians just delete it away. Simple things cannot keep how to do great things. Haahahaaa... anyways it is not my problem just pray that they know what they are doing. After BS when to Carl's Jr. And guess what. Last night i dream of alot of cows walk and run in front of me and someone just kept on serving me steaks and steak burgers and more steaks. Hahahahahahaaa.... MAD DREAM. Have a rather satifying meal at there. I think I am getting old that why when I ate a little I feel full. I think the worms inside my stomach have gone. Haahaa.Went to the arcade. Played MVC II and some shooting game. As usual watch them driving and drifting cars on acrade game consoles. It sure look fun and exciting but with a cost of high price and a burn in the pocket. Don't ask how I can do away with games. As long it is not free then forget about it. I won't spend long hours to play games which cause my pockets to burn~! NO WAY. But still very fun to look at them driving, drifting and racing their cars~!Reach home and here I am blogging. Gotta go and bath. Long day tomorrow~!Jesus ReginsI want to see GROWTH & PROGESSION in my life. EQUALITY, PEACE & JUSTICE in all nations.
Posted by Zhuang at 12:37 am
A MAJOR MOVEMENT
Monday, September 04, 2006
Hey, since I am at home the whole day I just blog early~!A MAJOR MOVEMENT to shift my computer from the living to my bedroom. It is super messy now but I will tie up the cables and the power connection properly after I have finish doing the more important stuffs. Want to show you how my bedroom look like but lazy to uplaod the pictures la. Go and drink RIBENA alreadi. bye
Posted by Zhuang at 3:26 pm
Today Is A Great Day
Sunday, September 03, 2006
Yeap... Great day! When for service and attended marriage seminar. Pst Kong really talk and touch the heart of many people in the my cellgroup. Clement, Ron and I were really share about the stuffs like inner vows that we used to have at CHEC after service while the rest just mug the way through. Thank God for releasing us from it today~!And very sorry that I didn't put consideration and distract the whole group by playing hang man back there. But anyways study hard and shine for GOD.When to EXPO back again with AL, WL, Joy & Kendrick. Bought a Samsung 19 inch Monitor at $339. Actually I wanted the widescreen version but it was sold out on our second trip in return to there. But I am satify with what I have. The rest bought router and iPod Nano.Feel that today I am more crappy than usual. Maybe I am too tired or maybe I just want to entertian my friends. But whatever it is I am happy today.Cheers
Posted by Zhuang at 10:56 pm
Finally Exams Over
Saturday, September 02, 2006
Yes Yes and YES~!.... Exams finish already. Happy? YOU BET~! But now struggling to fix my router. D-Link DI-524UP with a printer server that doesn't work. Feel so cheated by the sales person. BTW watching channel 8 now, it is very interesting. Talk about Raffles's vision in building Singapore as a comtemporary arts, culture and science seaport. Salute to Sir Stamford Raffles. Recently watch HERO "英雄" on Channel 8 and saw the sword very cool.That's all for today.
Posted by Zhuang at 11:02 pm
